Sleep, no sleep

Kilpleztim · 05-25-2012, 05:52 AM

What hell this has been. I never knew this was even possible. With drawl from something as simple as paxcil. The damn Dr never once said anything like this could happen to me. Makes me feel like I'm a drug addict or something.
So last 2 days have been somewhat ok. I finally slept wed nite for about 8 hours straight. Yesterday, Thurs after sleeping I was super foggy, dragging my tail around all day. I thought for sure since I got up at 6:30 am and I'm still real tired all day Thursday that I'd be able to sleep again tonight/last nite. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, hell no!
10mg paxcil is starting to work though. Depression and suicidal thoughts are beginning to go away and a more normal thought process in my brain is slowly returning. Still can't get into music or TV and can barley handle people talking to me. My girlfriend drives me up the wall with her petty conversations but I just smile and say ya, ok, or nod. Even if I didn't hear what was said. Going through the motions I guess. It scares me that I'm not interested in anything she has to say. I don't want to hear it. The tapering WD makes me feel like I don't even want to be in a relationship. Is that normal?
My appetite has gone out the window and I have to drink pepto bismol like its going out of style to control the horrible diarrhea I'm suffering from. Also the heart palpitations are hard to deal with too. They mostly come on when I'm trying to go to sleep.
At least I had one good day finally. That makes me feel like I can make it. I just want to have 7 good days in a row, with lots of sleep.
I gotta keep telling myself, I CAN MAKE IT. I CAN DO THIS!!!
Thank you all for your supportive words and helping me get through the hardest moment in my life. It has been wonderful to find you all, the support here is priceless. Thank you

Kilpleztim · 05-25-2012, 12:58 PM

Nothing like a quick 2 hr nap

05-25-2012, 05:52 AM	#1
Kilpleztim Join Date: May 2012 Location: WD HELL Posts: 122	Sleep, no sleep What hell this has been. I never knew this was even possible. With drawl from something as simple as paxcil. The damn Dr never once said anything like this could happen to me. Makes me feel like I'm a drug addict or something. So last 2 days have been somewhat ok. I finally slept wed nite for about 8 hours straight. Yesterday, Thurs after sleeping I was super foggy, dragging my tail around all day. I thought for sure since I got up at 6:30 am and I'm still real tired all day Thursday that I'd be able to sleep again tonight/last nite. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, hell no! 10mg paxcil is starting to work though. Depression and suicidal thoughts are beginning to go away and a more normal thought process in my brain is slowly returning. Still can't get into music or TV and can barley handle people talking to me. My girlfriend drives me up the wall with her petty conversations but I just smile and say ya, ok, or nod. Even if I didn't hear what was said. Going through the motions I guess. It scares me that I'm not interested in anything she has to say. I don't want to hear it. The tapering WD makes me feel like I don't even want to be in a relationship. Is that normal? My appetite has gone out the window and I have to drink pepto bismol like its going out of style to control the horrible diarrhea I'm suffering from. Also the heart palpitations are hard to deal with too. They mostly come on when I'm trying to go to sleep. At least I had one good day finally. That makes me feel like I can make it. I just want to have 7 good days in a row, with lots of sleep. I gotta keep telling myself, I CAN MAKE IT. I CAN DO THIS!!! Thank you all for your supportive words and helping me get through the hardest moment in my life. It has been wonderful to find you all, the support here is priceless. Thank you __________________ Tapering paxil 40mg started 2003-2004 20mg 2008-2009 40mg 2010 20mg 2011 10mg feb 2012 5mg april-may 2012 10mg may,20 2012 10mg june, 2012 In bad shape with wd sleeping minimal hrs, foggy mind, lack of interest, anxiety, depression, body getting sore, nausea, vomiting, dry heaving,IBS/diarrhea wtf, hyper sensitive, short fuse, dizzy, Fuzzy headed

05-25-2012, 12:58 PM	#2
Kilpleztim Join Date: May 2012 Location: WD HELL Posts: 122	Re: Sleep, no sleep Nothing like a quick 2 hr nap __________________ Tapering paxil 40mg started 2003-2004 20mg 2008-2009 40mg 2010 20mg 2011 10mg feb 2012 5mg april-may 2012 10mg may,20 2012 10mg june, 2012 In bad shape with wd sleeping minimal hrs, foggy mind, lack of interest, anxiety, depression, body getting sore, nausea, vomiting, dry heaving,IBS/diarrhea wtf, hyper sensitive, short fuse, dizzy, Fuzzy headed

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