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Old 07-16-2012, 01:02 PM   #1
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Amazing how God works....

So I have been struggling for 18 months. In this 18 months it is amazing how God is using others around me to help me get through this. I have a friend who went through panic attacks 3 years ago and has been able to completely fight off his anxious thoughts by trusting in God. He has been an amazing councilor through this. There are times when I have felt God has not been there he revealed himself yet again this Sunday. I have been struggling with anxiety the last 2 weeks pretty bad. Sunday I was really wanting to go to church but our 10 month woke up real croupie and was wheezing real bad so we went to the Dr instead.
Saturday night my dad didnt sleep well and usually they will skip out on church but he and my mom went anyway. I got an email Sunday at about 12 and it had me crying tears of joy that I know God is looking out for me.
The preacher at my parents church preached a sermon about anxiety. He said we has Christians need to approach anxiety with these 7 R's.
1. REJOICE IN THE LORD ALWAYS
2. REACH OUT IN LOVE..(WHEN WE REACH OUT TO OTHERS WE FORGET OURSELVES...THIS IS FOR EVERYONE NOT JUST THOSE WHO HAVE
ANXIETY...WHEN WE REACH OUT AND LOVE WE FORGET WHO HAS DONE WHAT) PHILLIPIANS 2:3
3. REMEMBER THE LORD IS AT HAND
4. REFUSE TO WORRY.
5. ROLL OVER UPON THE LORD EVERY WORRY YOU HAVE 1 PETER 5:7
6. REMEMBER TO GIVE THANKS "WITH PRAYER AND SUPPLICATION" THANK HIM FOR YOUR TROUBLES
7. REHEARSE IN YOUR MIND ALL GOOD THINGS GOD HAS GIVEN YOU!
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Poopout-Up to 30mg cross taper to zoloft 200mg March 2011 down to 100mg April 2011
cross taper to lexapro 10MG May 2011
August 2011 lexapro 7.5mg
September 2011 lexapro 5mg
February 2012 started taper, .5 mg every 3 weeks
05/18/12-06/07/12 2.5mg
06/07/12-06/30/12 2.0mg
06/30/12-07/10/12 1.5mg
07/10/12-08/08/2012 1.0mg
08/08/2012-08/19/2012 .5mg
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Old 07-17-2012, 11:19 AM   #2
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Re: Amazing how God works....

I need reminders like this sometimes. Thanks for posting this.
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June to July 2009 – too fast taper, wind up in ER. Read paxilprogress and decide to stabilize at 30mg.
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Old 07-17-2012, 02:08 PM   #3
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Re: Amazing how God works....

Please pray for me....im scared.
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sept 2010 5mg for 2 weeks
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8 feb 2012 windows of normality appear (16 months)
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Old 07-17-2012, 02:41 PM   #4
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Re: Amazing how God works....

I wish i could believe in god
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"....We should take care not to make the intellect our god; it has, of course, powerful muscles, but no personality. It can not command, only serve..."
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Old 07-17-2012, 05:23 PM   #5
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Re: Amazing how God works....

Hi Bilo,

If you ever feel like talking about God with someone who does believe in Him, send me a private message.
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December 1999 – Doctor diagnoses depression & anxiety, 20mg paxil.
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June to July 2009 – too fast taper, wind up in ER. Read paxilprogress and decide to stabilize at 30mg.
Sept '09 through summer '11 slowly tapered to 9mg.
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Old 07-17-2012, 05:26 PM   #6
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Re: Amazing how God works....

Mark,

I have prayed for you and will try to remember you when I pray again. If you pray, add me to yours too please. I am having a rough time now.
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December 1999 – Doctor diagnoses depression & anxiety, 20mg paxil.
January 2000 to May 2009 – Paxil dosage rises to 40mg. Numerous failed attempts to quit.
June to July 2009 – too fast taper, wind up in ER. Read paxilprogress and decide to stabilize at 30mg.
Sept '09 through summer '11 slowly tapered to 9mg.
Aug '11 Updosed to 14mg
Continue taper at 5% each month
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Old 07-17-2012, 05:49 PM   #7
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Re: Amazing how God works....

Norma Bilo and Marckca, prayers for you guys tonight.
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Dec 2000 Paxil 20 MG for panic attacks
4 or 5 failed quits until December 2010
Poopout-Up to 30mg cross taper to zoloft 200mg March 2011 down to 100mg April 2011
cross taper to lexapro 10MG May 2011
August 2011 lexapro 7.5mg
September 2011 lexapro 5mg
February 2012 started taper, .5 mg every 3 weeks
05/18/12-06/07/12 2.5mg
06/07/12-06/30/12 2.0mg
06/30/12-07/10/12 1.5mg
07/10/12-08/08/2012 1.0mg
08/08/2012-08/19/2012 .5mg
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Old 07-17-2012, 07:10 PM   #8
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Re: Amazing how God works....

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Norma Bilo and Marckca, prayers for you guys tonight.
Norma i have paused and prayed for you.
May Jehovah Rapha - the God who heals touch you with his healing hands and fillyou with devine strength today
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2000 paxil(ie paroxetine) 20 mg for arm pain from keyboard,2 failed attempts to quit,
2010 jan tried a slower taper
june 2010 10 mg
sept 2010 5mg for 2 weeks
28 sept10 drug free..psych &emot. torture
8 feb 2012 windows of normality appear (16 months)
28 april 12 stabilising (18 months) (what a nightmare)
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Old 07-19-2012, 03:55 PM   #9
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Re: Amazing how God works....

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Norma Bilo and Marckca, prayers for you guys tonight.
Thanks. I am still doubting if i believe in a god. But the fact that you think of me and pray for me is very much appreciated. I can also use it in these horrible times. Very kind of you.
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2011 Oct 16th: Cold turkey stop Paxil cause of poopout and switch to lexapro 15 mg. Hell started. Tapered lexapro. Tapered oxazepam. Med-free since may 18th 2012


"....We should take care not to make the intellect our god; it has, of course, powerful muscles, but no personality. It can not command, only serve..."
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Old 07-27-2012, 06:01 PM   #10
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Re: Amazing how God works....

I'm praying for you all, as well, that things will get better. I FeeL for you all!
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Old 07-31-2012, 09:28 AM   #11
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Re: Amazing how God works....

Amen Mantaray!! I have trouble giving thanks for my trials but you know, God never leaves us. He is like a silver smith, he places us in the fire to refine us but never a moment too long. He is supervising the whole time and knows the instant to pull us out of that fire because he doesn't intend to ruin us but to strengthen and refine and purify us, like a silver smith never taking his eye off that precious metal as he works carefully with it. I love the story of the Refiner's Fire...it kind of helps me to at least TRY to be thankful for my trials. It's really hard though. I'm tired of this fight I've been on for over two years. Over two years have been occupied by the medication I once took faithfully and gratefully which turned on me, and ever since it has been one long struggle. But God won't take His eyes off us, not for a second. When we think we can't go on, He knows better...and if the time comes when we truly can't, He will either give us more strength or remove us from the fire!
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Old 11-19-2012, 11:29 AM   #12
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Re: Amazing how God works....

Thanks for this. It's amazing how God always brings me to where i need to be. Even when it gets dark and hard to handle, it's amazing how God is always there holding my hand. After all this, how can i ever abandon him? With God's help i will go through the WD and anxiety rebound and let my light shine before all men.
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oh naivety, thus thy name is me.
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