the light is non existant

Buxy`s Back · 11-15-2005, 02:07 AM

hi guys almost 7 weeks ago i came down with what i think was a virus ,withdrawal hit hard yet again,upto today yes iv had mild respite few ok days but bang here we go again,i now have a stomache bug thats got lots of peeps around here,cramps,runs nausea but wow my head is something else,cant think straight,walk straight or even see straight feels very much back in the early stages of withdrawal.I know my immune system is shot at right now but i cant seem to shake anything off all the bugs and viruses are not letting up or is the withdrawal and now im wondering if im ever going to feel well again

.Having bad anxiety,zaps feels like my eyes are bobbing up and down bloody hell i feel totally brain damaged cant think positive and basically cannot see the light anymore like someone turned it out yet again.How can i feel this crap for this long and ever feel well again soz just cant see it.I cant go to my doc as he refuses there is anything wrong with me other than anxiety and depression and i couldnt take anything anyway so basically i m left suffering yet again no way forward and no way back.This is all too cruel yes yet again i hate gsk today just cannot see how they get away with making us live through hell.Sorry to rant but yep iv sure had enough right now

musicman · 11-15-2005, 07:03 AM

Hi Jo.
Yeah right there with you.
I know its difficult just now Jo as we have had little relieve in what seems like an eternity. We have shared some dark times together recently and i know its hard to remember right now but we have also shared better days in the past and i see no reason why these better times will not return.
I think we have to be patient for just a little while longer and im sure we will be back on track and feeling a bit better.
Your help. support and friendship as been a rock for me Jo and i couldnt have managed without you. Weve been through so much together and always come out the other side, i know this blip will be no different.
remember this...

"Just because you cant see the end doesnt mean its not there"

Come on gal we can do this..

Speak later Jo....Paul xxx.

11-15-2005, 07:05 AM

Hey Jo

You know you have me and paul right there beside ya ...

Talk soon ..

Shellshock · 11-15-2005, 07:58 AM

Hiya Matey,

So sorry to see that your havin it so rough again, you know my feelings at the moment about this whole w/d crap following our chat on the phone last night.

You know i'm here for you also, my phone is always on for ya !

Take Care Hunnie, speak very soon

Shell xx

rdjanis · 11-15-2005, 09:09 AM

Sorry to hear you are having such a difficult time Jo! It is at these times when one feels there is no hope, yet it is the most important time to reach out for the hope and picture a better future.

Catching a virus takes down someone not struggling in withdrawal, you are dealing with both. Rest Jo, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, it just doesn't feel like it right now.

Take care.

11-15-2005, 02:07 AM	#1
Buxy`s Back Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: grimsby,england Posts: 4,468	the light is non existant hi guys almost 7 weeks ago i came down with what i think was a virus ,withdrawal hit hard yet again,upto today yes iv had mild respite few ok days but bang here we go again,i now have a stomache bug thats got lots of peeps around here,cramps,runs nausea but wow my head is something else,cant think straight,walk straight or even see straight feels very much back in the early stages of withdrawal.I know my immune system is shot at right now but i cant seem to shake anything off all the bugs and viruses are not letting up or is the withdrawal and now im wondering if im ever going to feel well again .Having bad anxiety,zaps feels like my eyes are bobbing up and down bloody hell i feel totally brain damaged cant think positive and basically cannot see the light anymore like someone turned it out yet again.How can i feel this crap for this long and ever feel well again soz just cant see it.I cant go to my doc as he refuses there is anything wrong with me other than anxiety and depression and i couldnt take anything anyway so basically i m left suffering yet again no way forward and no way back.This is all too cruel yes yet again i hate gsk today just cannot see how they get away with making us live through hell.Sorry to rant but yep iv sure had enough right now __________________ September 2009, not in severe hell just moderate hell, still recovering Joanne. LITTLE EVIL MEN HIDE BEHIND BIG COMPANY NAMES................QUOTE BY......MOI

11-15-2005, 07:03 AM	#2
musicman Join Date: Apr 2005 Location: uk Posts: 252	Re: the light is non existant Hi Jo. Yeah right there with you. I know its difficult just now Jo as we have had little relieve in what seems like an eternity. We have shared some dark times together recently and i know its hard to remember right now but we have also shared better days in the past and i see no reason why these better times will not return. I think we have to be patient for just a little while longer and im sure we will be back on track and feeling a bit better. Your help. support and friendship as been a rock for me Jo and i couldnt have managed without you. Weve been through so much together and always come out the other side, i know this blip will be no different. remember this... "Just because you cant see the end doesnt mean its not there" Come on gal we can do this.. Speak later Jo....Paul xxx.

11-15-2005, 07:05 AM	#3
Redking Posts: n/a	Re: the light is non existant Hey Jo You know you have me and paul right there beside ya ... Talk soon ..

11-15-2005, 07:58 AM	#4
Shellshock Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: England Posts: 716	Re: the light is non existant Hiya Matey, So sorry to see that your havin it so rough again, you know my feelings at the moment about this whole w/d crap following our chat on the phone last night. You know i'm here for you also, my phone is always on for ya ! Take Care Hunnie, speak very soon Shell xx __________________ Prescribed Seroxat 20mg January 2001 (For Panic Attacks) Soon increased to 40mg (Within approx 1 Month) Started Withdrawal June 2004 Seroxat Free since Sept 2004 Nov 2007 - Still having difficult time and w/d nowhere near complete as yet

11-15-2005, 09:09 AM	#5
rdjanis "has a lavender scented keyboard" Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Ontario Posts: 22,214	Re: the light is non existant Sorry to hear you are having such a difficult time Jo! It is at these times when one feels there is no hope, yet it is the most important time to reach out for the hope and picture a better future. Catching a virus takes down someone not struggling in withdrawal, you are dealing with both. Rest Jo, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, it just doesn't feel like it right now. Take care. __________________ Rita

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