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Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: San Francisco, CA
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Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
Just thought I would throw this tidbit out for those who are having trouble tapering down from a ridiculously small dose of this accursed drug.
Paxil is both a substrate and powerful inhibitor of the liver enzyme controlled by the P450 cyp 2d6 genetic structure. This means that Paxil needs the cyp 2d6 enzyme to be metabolized out of your body, but it also blocks cyp 2d6 from working. Diabolical, eh? When you reduce your dosage of Paxil, at a certain point, which may be around 5 or 10mg, Paxil's inhibition of cyp 2d6 is reduced. This means that at low doses, it is leaving your body faster. As you go lower in dosage, the impact of withdrawal on your body increases. This suggests that if you are getting discontinuation symptoms as you lower your dosage to, say, 5mg, you need to lower in smaller and smaller increments the closer you get to zero. If you have been weaning by 1mg, you need to wean by .5mg or even .25mg. It may take your body longer to stabilize at each step when weaning from low doses.
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'97-'99 Prozac 10mg, tapered, no problem '02-'04 Paxil 10mg, tapered 1mg/wk Oct '04 10/04-12/04 Hypomania, sweating, brain zaps 12/04-7/05 Insomnia, weepy, pseudo-anxiety, anorgasmia 1/05-1/06 Wellbutrin 100-250mg 9/05-4/06 Disabled -- fatigue 1/06-5/07 Vits C, D3, E, mag, zinc, fish oil, acupuncture, whey protein isolate, melatonin help 1/08-1/09 Disabled -- severe insomnia Recovering with aid of an extraordinary MD. See http://www.paxilprogress.org/forums/...?p=582889#post |
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Join Date: Mar 2005
Location: San Diego, CA
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
Good research, Alto! I only wish I was aware of it when doing my taper.
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Babs Paxil 20mg 1994-2005 2 failed attempts to quit Tapered Jan-April 2005 Paxil-free since May 1, 2005 "Glinda the Good Witch informed her that she had the power to go home all along; all she had to do was click her heels together. Why hadn't she told Dorothy that in the first place? Because, explains Glinda, she wouldn't have believed it, she had to learn it for herself." |
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Join Date: May 2006
Location: USA
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
Where can I get a shot of cyp 2d6?
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95' - started paxil, 20 mgs; up to 30. two ct's, then 60 mgs for years. 40 mgs in '02, poop-out in '05 start taper= 5/8/06 at 20 = 6/17/06 at 15 = 8/8/06 at 10 = 10/15/06 at 5 = 12/14/06 Paxil free as of 3/8/08 (drops were done gradually - not from 20 to 15 and so on) Smoke-free as of 2/27/08 Still doing well, no smoking yet and I haven't been hospitalized - 10/2/09 "You, however, smear me with lies; you are worthless physicians, all of you!" Job 13:4, KJV Bible |
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Join Date: Feb 2004
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
Alto, couldn't agree more with the physiology of this! One other factor that has to come into play is the psychological component of that last dose!
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AKA Laurie "If you can find a path with no obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere." ~Frank A. Clark |
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Join Date: May 2006
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
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What about us that DON'T stabilize? I'm already a bit fearful of the last few drops. Will we have it easier? (please say yes, please say yes, please say yes
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95' - started paxil, 20 mgs; up to 30. two ct's, then 60 mgs for years. 40 mgs in '02, poop-out in '05 start taper= 5/8/06 at 20 = 6/17/06 at 15 = 8/8/06 at 10 = 10/15/06 at 5 = 12/14/06 Paxil free as of 3/8/08 (drops were done gradually - not from 20 to 15 and so on) Smoke-free as of 2/27/08 Still doing well, no smoking yet and I haven't been hospitalized - 10/2/09 "You, however, smear me with lies; you are worthless physicians, all of you!" Job 13:4, KJV Bible |
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Join Date: Jun 2004
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
The reason it is so hard to, not discontinue, but rather withdraw from Paxil is simple: because it is a dependency-inducing drug. Kinda like heroin I would guess, without the high, but a whole hell of a lot harder to get off of. Like trying to coax the "drug" equivalent of a bale of concertina wire from the recesses of your brain.
And how "hooked" you can get prior to starting Paxil ... no one knows. It's kinda like your beneficient but ill-advised doctor playing Russian roulette with a prescription pad, and your friendly but unwitting local pharmacy pulling the trigger. (Just as GlaxoSmithKline planned it back in the late 1990's.) On my final withdrawal attempt from Paxil wherein I "succeeded" (i.e. survived Paxil ) I was, if you will, "dynamited" out of the Paxilian waters after dropping only a single milligram -- down from 10 milligrams to just 9 milligrams (using liquid Paxil). At the time I did not understand what was happening: I thought I had possibly come down with severe food poisoning. This point marked the beginning of a protracted and unimaginable "Hell on earth" that only those of us who have survived a severe Paxil withdrawal -- hell, let's call it what it really is, a poisoning -- can remotely comprehend. To this day I will not discuss (although I continue to write about) the particulars of what happened to me with anyone except another Paxil survivor. Unless, of course, it's in due course of being deposed, or on the witness stand in front of a jury. |
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Join Date: May 2006
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
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6/97 Paxil 20 mg daily 1/06 -5/06 20 mg to 10, then 10 mg to 5 (NOT recommended!) 8/5/06 switched to liquid Paxil, 5 mg Slow taper with last dose on 8/18/07 Toprol XL 25 mg daily for cardiac arrhythmia Trazodone, 25 mg, tapered, last dose on 12/12/07 Tart cherry, Magnesium Citrate, Salmon oil, Glucosamine and MSM, Multivitamin w/iron Zinc (23 mg) & Echinacea lozenge - 1 daily Activia yogurt |
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"Everybody poops" Join Date: Mar 2006
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
I'm soaking up all of this new information for my wean. You think, 1 mg at a time is a really slow taper. I guess I'll be going slower than that, once I get to 5 mgs.
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aka LC aka Laurie C. Paxil, 20 mg since 1997, for IBS Two unsuccessful attempts to quit. Started tapering 11/27/06 PAXIL FREE 12/29/07 If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, "thank you," that would suffice. ~Meister Eckhart Thanksgiving, man. Not a good day to be my pants. ~Kevin James |
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Join Date: Feb 2006
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
Science is fascinating... I wish I would have known more before going CT.
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"Everybody poops" Join Date: Mar 2006
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
It's amazing what we've learned, isn't it?
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aka LC aka Laurie C. Paxil, 20 mg since 1997, for IBS Two unsuccessful attempts to quit. Started tapering 11/27/06 PAXIL FREE 12/29/07 If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, "thank you," that would suffice. ~Meister Eckhart Thanksgiving, man. Not a good day to be my pants. ~Kevin James |
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Join Date: Jan 2006
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
Well, that helps explain why I couldn't hold with my last 1 mg drop. Thanks for the info! And Laurie, that psychological factor is a big one for me, akin to jumping off a building. Can you imagine if I told a therapist I needed help letting go of 0.25 mg. They would surely think it was ALL psychological and not even consider physical effects possible from such a tiny amount.
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6/03-9/05 Lex, Well, Zoloft 50 mg 8 wk taper failed 12/05 25 Zoloft resumed 2/7/06-11/23/06 tapered successfully to ZERO "The doctor of the future will give no medicine, but will interest his patients in the care of the human frame, in diet, and in the cause and prevention of disease." Thomas A. Edison |
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Join Date: May 2005
Location: Texas
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
Fear cannot be allowed during those last few drops or after that final dose. At the same time, we can't keep ourselves from fearing the unknown. For me, it was all in the timing. Drop on a Friday or some day where I would have plenty of time to rest during the days for the next few. Also flinging the bird at the medication showing it that I was beating it.
Truly, my anger at the medication is what got me over it. Add to that the knowledge of what "could" be and armed with how I'm going to deal with it if it did happen. Even after that last does it took another 4 months before I didn't feel like the Tazmanian Devil, but seeing the windows and still knowing that I would eventually win back the control from the drug kept me going...and then the window got stuck...open...and one final huge bird was flown to that bottle. "Turn anger and frustration into motivation." Truly what I did, even though I saw this quote after the fact. Doesn't explain the physiological aspect of difficulty - but helped get through it.
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Diagnosed anxiety/panic disorder without agoraphobia 1989. Talk/music therapy. Major anxiety and mild depression in 2004 from situational stressors. Began Paxil CR 25mg, 10/04. Quit cold-turkey 5/5/05 as demanded by doctor. Found paxilprogress 5/17/05. Began Paxil CR 12.5mg 5/17/05. Weaned 4 1/2 months. During taper - anx/panic/depression, manic episodes, agoraphobia, suicidal ideation, many other physical symptoms. Paxil-free 10/2/05. |
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"Everybody poops" Join Date: Mar 2006
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
Delyn, theres certainly something to that! You HAVE to be angry at the drug, you have to have patience while tapering, of course, but you have to say, "NO MORE!" I think that's what keeps me going. Of course, I'm nervous about my next taper. But, I hold on to the stories of the long term users, who, by tapering very slowly, had minimal discomfort. That, and the fact that I'm a determined little bugger!
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aka LC aka Laurie C. Paxil, 20 mg since 1997, for IBS Two unsuccessful attempts to quit. Started tapering 11/27/06 PAXIL FREE 12/29/07 If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, "thank you," that would suffice. ~Meister Eckhart Thanksgiving, man. Not a good day to be my pants. ~Kevin James |
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Join Date: Nov 2003
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
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What I don't understand yet, is why it didn't work after restarting it. And also, why was I having such horrendous reactions to everything including vitamins.
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Hope. "I never cared much for flim flam doctors." (Doctor Baker, Little House on the Prairie). Put on Paxil in 1996 for Post-partum depression. After 5th withdrawal attempt, went into severe debilitating withdrawal, restarted Paxil in the ER which didn't work anymore. Taken off again quickly by a shrink, started on Lexapro. Body rejected all drugs except benzos. Currently off all drugs. Not quite 100% yet, but working towards getting there. |
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Join Date: Dec 2005
Location: San Francisco, CA
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Re: Why the last little bit of taper is so hard
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I envision it as blistered serotonin receptors. After being pounded on for a while, they just don't respond any more. Some of us, me included, are hypersensitive to drugs and some supplements. The hypersensitivity is most likely due to an HPA (hypothalamic-pituitary-adrenal) axis dysregulation caused by withdrawal. The dysregulation makes your HPA axis hyper-reactive -- a little bit of something that never bothered you before causes a big reaction. Examples of HPA axis hyper-reactivity are cortisol surges aka pseudo-anxiety attacks and blood pressure spikes.
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'97-'99 Prozac 10mg, tapered, no problem '02-'04 Paxil 10mg, tapered 1mg/wk Oct '04 10/04-12/04 Hypomania, sweating, brain zaps 12/04-7/05 Insomnia, weepy, pseudo-anxiety, anorgasmia 1/05-1/06 Wellbutrin 100-250mg 9/05-4/06 Disabled -- fatigue 1/06-5/07 Vits C, D3, E, mag, zinc, fish oil, acupuncture, whey protein isolate, melatonin help 1/08-1/09 Disabled -- severe insomnia Recovering with aid of an extraordinary MD. See http://www.paxilprogress.org/forums/...?p=582889#post |
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