patience

plummerw · 10-06-2006, 08:21 AM

I'm having a hard time with not having any patience. After a really hard week with the school bus I think I'm just mentally beat. Knowing that and forgiving myself are 2 different things. Everything is irritating me. If I make it through the day without kicking the dog it will be a miracle.

Im trying to do little small jobs to work out of it but I'm just ranting. Damn dog!!!!! He's not doing anything except trying to anticipate my every move. The rage I had early on is gone but so is my patience. I want to ride my horse but with my sunny disposition I'm afraid it won't be a pleasant ride. Safety first. Now the neighbors dogs have started their 2 hour barking ritual..arggggg.. can I increase my fishoil supplements when I'm like this? Will it help? Could it hurt?I'm trying to be a little silly so I don't sound like the wretch that I seem to be turning into

LCrawford67 · 10-06-2006, 08:25 AM

Just breath and think pleasant thoughts. And don't kick any dogs!!!

It's ok to have days like this, meditate, pray, lay down and close your eyes. Do whatever you can to relax yourself and calm your anger. It will go away.

As far as increasing, I don't know what, if anything, it could hurt. It may give you some tummy upset.

Homerbcool · 10-06-2006, 08:25 AM

Well tina...grap that pillow and sream ionto it..punch it...kcik it..throw it againt the wall..pick it up and punch it some more.....

Try and keep out of stresful situations when feeling like this..try to remember, before lashing out, that you are in a very sensitive position...tell those around you that you are on a rzor thin patience line..they need to kow that you are violatile right now...

this will pass, just like the res of the sensory gifts given to us by GSK....like ANger , rage, crying, etc........and if I may add...Kudos for you...for recognizing the situation and for doing someting about it..BRAVO!!!!!!

plummerw · 10-06-2006, 08:35 AM

can't kick the dog though?

plummerw · 10-06-2006, 08:36 AM

how about the neighbors dogs?

LCrawford67 · 10-06-2006, 08:36 AM

No Doggy Kicking!!

plummerw · 10-06-2006, 08:38 AM

I knew you guys would understand and make me laugh.. Thank you!!! I promise not to kick and dogs.......today.

LCrawford67 · 10-06-2006, 08:41 AM

You can kick Homer instead.

Delynbetter · 10-06-2006, 08:52 AM

I'm still not much on patience. It's more of a 'tolerance' thing.

Amaya's Nana · 10-06-2006, 08:54 AM

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Originally Posted by Delynbetter

I'm still not much on patience. It's more of a 'tolerance' thing.

Love the new avatar!! She's a cutie!

Delynbetter · 10-06-2006, 08:59 AM

Thanks! That's my middle kid who pretty much lives in detention, but it's a happy place for her.

Buxy`s Back · 10-06-2006, 09:30 AM

hey what really helped me was to ring numbers where you know they would wind you up a bit more by oh press4 ,oh press 8 then u get all wrong depatments,then when u get the right one have a good screaming fit,they may think ur a nutter but hey gets the anger out without any doggy kicking lmao

sarah · 10-06-2006, 09:36 AM

Jo, you're evil

Homerbcool · 10-06-2006, 09:37 AM

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Originally Posted by LCrawford67

You can lick Homer instead.

mmmmmmmmmmmm licking Homer..mmmmmmmmmmmmm

LCrawford67 · 10-06-2006, 09:37 AM

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Originally Posted by Delynbetter

Thanks! That's my middle kid who pretty much lives in detention, but it's a happy place for her.

It's important we all have a happy place.

plummerw · 10-06-2006, 09:38 PM

Just letting you know that I was laughing so hard at your responses that I actually made it through the day without kicking the dog. I actually ended up having a good day. Thank you all. Not that I'm paranoid, but just in case anyone really thought my dog was in danger. I really don't kick or hurt my dog at all. I just rant at him.

Charlie · 10-06-2006, 09:44 PM

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Originally Posted by plummerw

can I increase my fishoil supplements when I'm like this? Will it help? Could it hurt?

All to much fish oil will do is make you want to swim naked, eat bugs and move your mouth funny.

I have no idea but I hope you feel better soon.

LCrawford67 · 10-06-2006, 09:46 PM

I never thought you'd kick your dog, but I'm glad we were able to cheer you up.

Homer, we said KICK...not LICK, perv!

10-06-2006, 08:21 AM	#1
plummerw Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Maine Posts: 279	patience I'm having a hard time with not having any patience. After a really hard week with the school bus I think I'm just mentally beat. Knowing that and forgiving myself are 2 different things. Everything is irritating me. If I make it through the day without kicking the dog it will be a miracle. Im trying to do little small jobs to work out of it but I'm just ranting. Damn dog!!!!! He's not doing anything except trying to anticipate my every move. The rage I had early on is gone but so is my patience. I want to ride my horse but with my sunny disposition I'm afraid it won't be a pleasant ride. Safety first. Now the neighbors dogs have started their 2 hour barking ritual..arggggg.. can I increase my fishoil supplements when I'm like this? Will it help? Could it hurt?I'm trying to be a little silly so I don't sound like the wretch that I seem to be turning into __________________ 9/98 paxil for anxiety 30 mg. 4/05 concerta for ADHD 11/05 quit concerta cold turkey 12/05 started paxil withdrawal skip one day for a week then skip 2 days for a week and so on. 2/06 off paxil.

10-06-2006, 08:25 AM	#2
LCrawford67 Moderator "Everybody poops" Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Ohio Posts: 26,493	Re: patience Just breath and think pleasant thoughts. And don't kick any dogs!!! It's ok to have days like this, meditate, pray, lay down and close your eyes. Do whatever you can to relax yourself and calm your anger. It will go away. As far as increasing, I don't know what, if anything, it could hurt. It may give you some tummy upset. __________________ aka LC aka Laurie C. Paxil, 20 mg since 1997, for IBS Two unsuccessful attempts to quit. Started tapering 11/27/06 PAXIL FREE 12/29/07 If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, "thank you," that would suffice. ~Meister Eckhart Thanksgiving, man. Not a good day to be my pants. ~Kevin James

10-06-2006, 08:25 AM	#3
Homerbcool "colors outside the lines" Join Date: Jan 2005 Posts: 15,949	Re: patience Well tina...grap that pillow and sream ionto it..punch it...kcik it..throw it againt the wall..pick it up and punch it some more..... Try and keep out of stresful situations when feeling like this..try to remember, before lashing out, that you are in a very sensitive position...tell those around you that you are on a rzor thin patience line..they need to kow that you are violatile right now... this will pass, just like the res of the sensory gifts given to us by GSK....like ANger , rage, crying, etc........and if I may add...Kudos for you...for recognizing the situation and for doing someting about it..BRAVO!!!!!! __________________ That's one of the curses of anxiety--we make possibilities into certainties.....Tim

10-06-2006, 08:35 AM	#4
plummerw Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Maine Posts: 279	Re: patience can't kick the dog though? __________________ 9/98 paxil for anxiety 30 mg. 4/05 concerta for ADHD 11/05 quit concerta cold turkey 12/05 started paxil withdrawal skip one day for a week then skip 2 days for a week and so on. 2/06 off paxil.

10-06-2006, 08:36 AM	#5
plummerw Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Maine Posts: 279	Re: patience how about the neighbors dogs? __________________ 9/98 paxil for anxiety 30 mg. 4/05 concerta for ADHD 11/05 quit concerta cold turkey 12/05 started paxil withdrawal skip one day for a week then skip 2 days for a week and so on. 2/06 off paxil.

10-06-2006, 08:36 AM	#6
LCrawford67 Moderator "Everybody poops" Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Ohio Posts: 26,493	Re: patience No Doggy Kicking!! __________________ aka LC aka Laurie C. Paxil, 20 mg since 1997, for IBS Two unsuccessful attempts to quit. Started tapering 11/27/06 PAXIL FREE 12/29/07 If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, "thank you," that would suffice. ~Meister Eckhart Thanksgiving, man. Not a good day to be my pants. ~Kevin James

10-06-2006, 08:38 AM	#7
plummerw Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Maine Posts: 279	Re: patience I knew you guys would understand and make me laugh.. Thank you!!! I promise not to kick and dogs.......today. __________________ 9/98 paxil for anxiety 30 mg. 4/05 concerta for ADHD 11/05 quit concerta cold turkey 12/05 started paxil withdrawal skip one day for a week then skip 2 days for a week and so on. 2/06 off paxil.

10-06-2006, 08:41 AM	#8
LCrawford67 Moderator "Everybody poops" Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Ohio Posts: 26,493	Re: patience You can kick Homer instead. __________________ aka LC aka Laurie C. Paxil, 20 mg since 1997, for IBS Two unsuccessful attempts to quit. Started tapering 11/27/06 PAXIL FREE 12/29/07 If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, "thank you," that would suffice. ~Meister Eckhart Thanksgiving, man. Not a good day to be my pants. ~Kevin James

10-06-2006, 08:52 AM	#9
Delynbetter Join Date: May 2005 Location: Texas Posts: 10,518	Re: patience I'm still not much on patience. It's more of a 'tolerance' thing. __________________ Diagnosed anxiety/panic disorder without agoraphobia 1989. Talk/music therapy. Major anxiety and mild depression in 2004 from situational stressors. Began Paxil CR 25mg, 10/04. Quit cold-turkey 5/5/05 as demanded by doctor. Found paxilprogress 5/17/05. Began Paxil CR 12.5mg 5/17/05. Weaned 4 1/2 months. During taper - anx/panic/depression, manic episodes, agoraphobia, suicidal ideation, many other physical symptoms. Paxil-free 10/2/05.

10-06-2006, 08:59 AM	#11
Delynbetter Join Date: May 2005 Location: Texas Posts: 10,518	Re: patience Thanks! That's my middle kid who pretty much lives in detention, but it's a happy place for her. __________________ Diagnosed anxiety/panic disorder without agoraphobia 1989. Talk/music therapy. Major anxiety and mild depression in 2004 from situational stressors. Began Paxil CR 25mg, 10/04. Quit cold-turkey 5/5/05 as demanded by doctor. Found paxilprogress 5/17/05. Began Paxil CR 12.5mg 5/17/05. Weaned 4 1/2 months. During taper - anx/panic/depression, manic episodes, agoraphobia, suicidal ideation, many other physical symptoms. Paxil-free 10/2/05.

10-06-2006, 09:30 AM	#12
Buxy`s Back Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: grimsby,england Posts: 4,463	Re: patience hey what really helped me was to ring numbers where you know they would wind you up a bit more by oh press4 ,oh press 8 then u get all wrong depatments,then when u get the right one have a good screaming fit,they may think ur a nutter but hey gets the anger out without any doggy kicking lmao __________________ September 2009, not in severe hell just moderate hell, still recovering Joanne. LITTLE EVIL MEN HIDE BEHIND BIG COMPANY NAMES................QUOTE BY......MOI

10-06-2006, 09:36 AM	#13
sarah Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: UK Posts: 3,204	Re: patience Jo, you're evil __________________ Sarah x Paxhell free since May 12th 2003.

10-06-2006, 09:38 PM	#16
plummerw Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Maine Posts: 279	Re: patience Just letting you know that I was laughing so hard at your responses that I actually made it through the day without kicking the dog. I actually ended up having a good day. Thank you all. Not that I'm paranoid, but just in case anyone really thought my dog was in danger. I really don't kick or hurt my dog at all. I just rant at him. __________________ 9/98 paxil for anxiety 30 mg. 4/05 concerta for ADHD 11/05 quit concerta cold turkey 12/05 started paxil withdrawal skip one day for a week then skip 2 days for a week and so on. 2/06 off paxil.

10-06-2006, 09:46 PM	#18
LCrawford67 Moderator "Everybody poops" Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Ohio Posts: 26,493	Re: patience I never thought you'd kick your dog, but I'm glad we were able to cheer you up. Homer, we said KICK...not LICK, perv! __________________ aka LC aka Laurie C. Paxil, 20 mg since 1997, for IBS Two unsuccessful attempts to quit. Started tapering 11/27/06 PAXIL FREE 12/29/07 If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, "thank you," that would suffice. ~Meister Eckhart Thanksgiving, man. Not a good day to be my pants. ~Kevin James

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