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Join Date: Apr 2009
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 262
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Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Dear All,
I would like to thanks so much everyone for a lot of support, understanding, caring, information and being very kind and helpful throughout my Paxil journey. I must say this site is full of great and understanding people with lot of help. Too many names to mentioned who has helped me so much, I just dont want to missed anyone (but there is one lady who helped me so much and I wouldnt do withouth her ). Thank PP, thanks so much FAMILY.My taper schedule was as follow: 04/21 - 40mg to 37.5 04/28 - 37.5 to 32.5 05/05 - 32.5 to 27.5 05/12 - 27.5 to 22.5 05/19 - 22.5 to 17.5 05/26 - 17.5 to 12.5 06/02 - 12.5 to 7.5 (3 weeks hold) 06/22 - 7.5 to 5.0 07/04 - 5.0 to 2.5 (2 weeks hold) 07/18 - 2.5 to 1.25 (2 weeks hold) 07/19- 1.25 (1 week hold) 07/26/09 - Paxil Free!!! I have to say going below 7.5 mg was the hardest part. Bigger drops not so much difficult (just few symptoms) but lower drops I could def. feel it. What do I feel right now? Freedom! I guess it is too early to celebrate for sure. Stomach pain is my main issue right now and a little bit of fear. I am just hoping stomach pain is a w/d which will go away. Thank you so much again my dear family :-) I want to wish everyone fast and succesful withdrawal and healing!!!!! Will keep you posted how is it going for me. ps. 3.5 months on Paxil - 3 months and a week of tapering. What a evil!!!!!
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1. 07/08 c/t 2 mg Klono 2. 09/08 added 10 mg Lexapro (my inability to sit still started) 3. 10/08 stopped Lexapro and took 300 mg Luvox and 15 mg Busipron 4. 11/08 1.5 mg K. 5. 01/09 stopped Luvox and Busipron. stayed on 1.5 mg Klono added 40 mg Paxil, 15 mg Tranxene (0.5 mg of K) and 1000 mg Depakote 6. Taper 1.5 mg Klono in 6 wks; still on 20 mg Tranx, 20mg Paxil and 500 mg Dep. Worst symptom: inability to sit still for 8 months. what caused it? either c/t of K or side effect of SSRIs. |
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Join Date: Aug 2007
Location: Long Island, NY
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Congrats Robert! I wish you continued healing
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Nicole 2000 - 20mgs Paxil for GAD & Panic Attacks 2001 - 30mgs increased to 40mgs 2006 - back down to 20mgs - poop out 2/2007 - C/T off 20mgs - went back on at 10mgs 7/2007 - stabilized then started my taper off of 10mgs 8/2007 - down to 5mgs then found PP and began 10% taper 9/2008 - 1mg 10/15/2008 - 0! 2/2009 - started CBT to finally work on anxiety |
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Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: Oklahoma
Posts: 5,419
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Great Job ! Don't sit around waiting for bad stuff to happen. You will continue to heal as time goes on and will feel completely normal pretty soon.
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1/05/07 20mg-17.5 1/20 17.5-15 2/24 15-12.5 3/08 12.5-10 3/29 10-7.5 4/12 7.5-5 6/15 5-3.75 6/30 3.75-2.5 7/28 2.5-1.5ish 8/11 1.5-1 8/25 1- zero "Keep lighting candles, eventually nobody will be in the dark" me "Why is it so hard for everybody to believe that a pill can change brain chemistry for the better but not for the worse?" me "Time does not come in pill form" me |
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"Everybody poops" Join Date: Mar 2006
Location: Ohio
Posts: 26,493
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Congratulations!
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aka LC aka Laurie C. Paxil, 20 mg since 1997, for IBS Two unsuccessful attempts to quit. Started tapering 11/27/06 PAXIL FREE 12/29/07 If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, "thank you," that would suffice. ~Meister Eckhart Thanksgiving, man. Not a good day to be my pants. ~Kevin James |
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Join Date: Jan 2008
Location: New Hampshire
Posts: 842
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Congratulations Robert!!! Just a reminder to new people that might be reading this, this was a fast taper that was possible due to being on Paxil for only a short time, and would be too fast for someone that was on it a longer time. Robert I think you will do great and do please keep us posted!
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Paxil 2000 - 2003. Started again 3/07 Failed 3-month taper from 30 mg ended 1/1/08. Nightmare started 4 weeks later; back to 10 mg 3/5/08. Down to 9 mg Paxil 10/8/08 *** 8 mg 11/5/08 *** 7.2 mg 12/17/08 *** 6.4 mg 1/14/09 5.7 mg 2/11/09 *** 5 mg 3/11/09 *** 4.5 mg 4/22/09 *** 4 mg 5/13/09 CRASHED, worst ever depression. Up to 5 mg 5/31, 7.5 mg 6/7, 10 mg 6/11. Trying again! Paxil 9.5 mg 7/19/09 *** 9 mg 8/23/09 *** 8.5 mg 9/27/09 *** 8 mg 11/1/09 |
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Posts: 967
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Great, Robert K! you have done right! Awesome!
You are a strong person, and I wish you all the best on your recovery! Follow up with progress later, and when you are tapering benzos/depakote! Hugs to you Mixter
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On SSRIs from -02 (Celexa&Effexor) Abused benzos, ct Lyrica&Remeron 10 mo wd off them. Quitted nicotine. Taper too fast, 300mg Effexor Jan-08 to July-08, reinst 3 mos out. Inc dose to max 450mg, bad sxs, dropped to 412.5mg - discovered I felt better dropping in poop out. Trying 5% taper. Effexor taper: 412.5mg - 25 may-09 391.9mg - 8 june-09 372.3mg - 6 aug-09 353.7mg - 20 aug-09 337.5mg - 25 aug-09 318.8mg - 24 sep-09 300.0mg - 14 oct-09 285.0mg - 5 nov-09 |
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Join Date: Apr 2009
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 262
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Thanks very much everyone!
I have achieved this only becasue of your support. Will certain keep you posted on healing process. Mixter, as for my benzo and depakote. I think I will wait 2/3 weeks and start a benzo and depakote last. Will be going slow on benzo. Thanks again, Robert
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1. 07/08 c/t 2 mg Klono 2. 09/08 added 10 mg Lexapro (my inability to sit still started) 3. 10/08 stopped Lexapro and took 300 mg Luvox and 15 mg Busipron 4. 11/08 1.5 mg K. 5. 01/09 stopped Luvox and Busipron. stayed on 1.5 mg Klono added 40 mg Paxil, 15 mg Tranxene (0.5 mg of K) and 1000 mg Depakote 6. Taper 1.5 mg Klono in 6 wks; still on 20 mg Tranx, 20mg Paxil and 500 mg Dep. Worst symptom: inability to sit still for 8 months. what caused it? either c/t of K or side effect of SSRIs. |
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 4,320
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Well done Robert....X
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Anti-deps since summer 1990. 12 years of Paxil....Quick taper from Aug-Nov 2006. (Not recommended). I struggle if I'm being honest. Still small benzo dosage to tackle. July'09 From 2.5mg- @ 2mg ( hot) now @1.75mg just horrid!After nearly 3 years free....August '09 on 20mg Prozac... VERY disappointed!'Sometimes you have to be lost to understand yourself!' |
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Australia
Posts: 1,223
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Congratulations Robert. I am so very happy for you and wish you continued god health. Be sure to keep popping in and let us all know how you are going :-)
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1988-1997:Nardil ( MAOI) for PND & Panic attacks 1997: Off Nardil & comm.Paxil 60mgs 1998:Went c/t. w/d was awful . Went back on 40mgs paxil. 1998-2001: 20-10mgs paxil. 2002: 20mgs paxil whilst pregnant. Daughter 2 months prem 8th Sept.08 To 10mgsTHEN found this site!!!! 31st Oct. 10mgs struggling 1stDec.9mgs1stJan09.8mgs1stFeb.7.5mgs 28March6.8mgs23rdapril6.1mgspharmacist liquid23rdMay5.5mgs15Jun5mgs7thJuly4.5mgs[[b]23rdJulyCrashed. Back to 10mgs. |
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Posts: 528
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Robert this is wonderful news, it made my day to read it! Congratulations!!!
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It is better to be brave early.-Dion Henderson 1998?-2002 various SSRIs 2002-2004? Celexa, c/t'd off, started acupuncture, felt fine. 2006 Several kindling reactions to Celexa which I restarted for situational problems, followed by c/t and then a reaction to Zyprexa. Akathisia, severe dissociation, etc... Put on Propranolol, Valium and Ativan for akathisia. May 2009-On 5mg Propranolol, and Valium, and tapering the latter. (Also took short courses of other drugs during these reactions.) |
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: SF Bay Area, CA
Posts: 3,105
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
WOOHOO Robert!! Congrats!
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10mg: 5/02 - 8/07 for panic disorder 20mg: 8/07 - 8/08 CBT: 8/07 - 2/08. Recommended! 1 unsuccessful taper in 7/08; went back to 20mg 2008: 8/2: 18.75mg 8/24: 17.25mg 9/28: 16.10mg 10/19: 15mg 11/9: 13.75mg 11/30: 12.5mg 12/21: 11.25mg 2009: 1/11: 10.6mg 2/1: 10mg 2/22: 9.4mg 3/6: 9.2mg (liquid) 3/29: 8.4mg 4/19: 7.6mg 5/10: 6.8mg 5/31: 6.2mg 6/21: 5.6mg 7/12: 5.1mg 8/2: 4.8mg 8/23: 4.4mg 9/13: 4mg 10/4: 3.7mg 10/25: 3.4mg 11/15: 3.1mg |
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Administrator & Advocate
Join Date: Feb 2004
Location: new jersey
Posts: 38,590
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Awesome news! Thrilled that we were here to help.
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AKA Laurie "If you can find a path with no obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere." ~Frank A. Clark |
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Join Date: Jun 2002
Location: Northwest
Posts: 7,167
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Good for you Robert!!! I agree that you are doing so well and know you will continue to.
As you continue to taper down on the other drugs, keep coming here and and I bet there will be someone to help you if needed. Proud of you! Lilly
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1 .5 Xanax a day for one month. C/T. Same year, 3 .5 mil Xanax a day, 4 by the end. Pooped out on me. 1 1/2 years on the drug. Doctors taper. Very bad w/d. 9 months later took 10 mg Paxil and my Xanax w/d dissapeared. On 20 mg by end. Pooped out on me. C/T then restarted it again after 3 days and big blow up. 6 months taper, never feeling much better. 2 1/2 years solid w/d then sporadic stuff for 5 years. Completely recovered! Drug free since June 2001. |
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Posts: 62
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Congratulations Robert! Here's to continued healing and wellness!
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Started Seroxat 20mgs July 25 '07 Tapered for 1 month Nov '07 Restarted Seroxat 20mgs Dec '07 Tapered for 1 month Feb '08 Seroxat Free since March 1 '08 "Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle" |
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Join Date: May 2007
Location: New Zealand
Posts: 7,046
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Congratulations, Robert! Please come back and give us an update.
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Jul 01-Feb 02 Aropax Feb - Dec 03 Citalopram Jul 04 Aropax Jan 07 - Feb 08 20mg - 5mg Apr 4.5mg 5mg ![]() Jun 10mg zopiclone > seroquel ![]() Jul 20mg Aug + methionine Oct aropax > loxamine Dec off seroquel 7 Dec 17.5mg 30 Dec 15mg 24 Jan 12.5mg 16 Feb 10mg 10 May 9mg 30 May 8mg 5 July 7.5mg 2 Aug 7.25mg 1 Sep 7mg 9 Oct 6.75mg 8 Nov 6.5mg Appreciation is the antidote to stress - Trust is the antidote to fear |
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Join Date: Apr 2009
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 262
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Thanks again so much! I promise, I will not forget my PP family and will be here all the time. Will keep you guys posted how things are going.
I seriously cant express my feeling how you guys helped me out so much throughout this 'paxil journey'. Thank You again. I would like to wish everyone successful taper and speedy recovery :-) My Love to All of You, Robert
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1. 07/08 c/t 2 mg Klono 2. 09/08 added 10 mg Lexapro (my inability to sit still started) 3. 10/08 stopped Lexapro and took 300 mg Luvox and 15 mg Busipron 4. 11/08 1.5 mg K. 5. 01/09 stopped Luvox and Busipron. stayed on 1.5 mg Klono added 40 mg Paxil, 15 mg Tranxene (0.5 mg of K) and 1000 mg Depakote 6. Taper 1.5 mg Klono in 6 wks; still on 20 mg Tranx, 20mg Paxil and 500 mg Dep. Worst symptom: inability to sit still for 8 months. what caused it? either c/t of K or side effect of SSRIs. |
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Join Date: Jul 2005
Location: Portugal
Posts: 3,696
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
good job mate!
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Posts: 906
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
That's awesome Robert! Best of luck for the future honey!
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14yrs 40mgs paxil started taper july/08 dropped to 30mgs (severe w/d) 27mgs late aug/08 25mgs 22mgs 20mgs 0ct6/08 19mgs oct29 18mgs nov/10 17mgs dec/7 16mgs dec/26 ![]() 15mgs jan/21 ![]() 14mgs feb/12 ![]() 10mgsjun15 |
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Join Date: Apr 2009
Location: New Jersey
Posts: 262
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
How are you family? Hope everyone is doing well :-))
It has been over 2 weeks since I finished my paxil poison. First 2 weeks my symptoms were: severe anxiety, fear, stomach problems and shakiness. Everything is gone now!!! But last 2 days out of nowhere intrusive thought of going crazy, insane, losing my mind Is this w/d symptom as well? Will this go away? Thank you again for all you help, support and kindness. Robert
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1. 07/08 c/t 2 mg Klono 2. 09/08 added 10 mg Lexapro (my inability to sit still started) 3. 10/08 stopped Lexapro and took 300 mg Luvox and 15 mg Busipron 4. 11/08 1.5 mg K. 5. 01/09 stopped Luvox and Busipron. stayed on 1.5 mg Klono added 40 mg Paxil, 15 mg Tranxene (0.5 mg of K) and 1000 mg Depakote 6. Taper 1.5 mg Klono in 6 wks; still on 20 mg Tranx, 20mg Paxil and 500 mg Dep. Worst symptom: inability to sit still for 8 months. what caused it? either c/t of K or side effect of SSRIs. |
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Join Date: Feb 2008
Location: Saskatchewan
Posts: 1,841
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
It will all heal in time.
Don't push it. Get your rest and take care.
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June /08 ativan (done) paxil 0 mg Sept 10/08 B]wellbutrin o mg Nov 1/08[/b] We don't receive wisdom; we must discover it for ourselves after a journey that no one can take for us or spare us |
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Australia
Posts: 1,223
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Hi Robert
Yes certainly sounds like w/d. It is still early days yet so hang in there. Keep posting and praying this wave passes soon for you. Michaela
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1988-1997:Nardil ( MAOI) for PND & Panic attacks 1997: Off Nardil & comm.Paxil 60mgs 1998:Went c/t. w/d was awful . Went back on 40mgs paxil. 1998-2001: 20-10mgs paxil. 2002: 20mgs paxil whilst pregnant. Daughter 2 months prem 8th Sept.08 To 10mgsTHEN found this site!!!! 31st Oct. 10mgs struggling 1stDec.9mgs1stJan09.8mgs1stFeb.7.5mgs 28March6.8mgs23rdapril6.1mgspharmacist liquid23rdMay5.5mgs15Jun5mgs7thJuly4.5mgs[[b]23rdJulyCrashed. Back to 10mgs. |
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"Stinks of lavender"
Join Date: Jul 2004
Location: Canada
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Robert, congratulations with being paxil free.
Yes, you are still in WD even thought you've stopped the paxil...it will take time for symptoms to subside. In the meantime, take commish's advice and take care of yourself.
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Paxilgirl Put on Paxil for situational depression in August 2003. Was also on .5 mg of Clonozapem. Started on 10mg and increased to 30mg. Weaned off during the summer of 2004. Became PAXIL FREE October 4, 2004. Completely recovered!!! |
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Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: Austria
Posts: 164
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Congratulation!
Sorry for not ansering your PMs but the people here might help you better than me. Good luck!
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7 years Paxil 40mg Tapered 10 months: 10mg to 0mg in 3 months 10mgs every other day/week 2008 free 1-3 mild symptoms 3-10 deep hell, 1 week peace 10-11 deeper hell, chest pain, 2 weeks later 14-15 emotional breakdown and back into the worst ever 15: back alive! 18: back to workm22.... We gonna work this shizzle out! ![]() Good Must Always Win Over Evil.
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Join Date: Dec 2007
Location: Louisiana
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
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those are some nasty symptoms but I believe they will go away. I really had a problem with all of the above at different times. at least you are off the drug and you can only go forward. Luckily, as a man, at least you don't have to deal with PMS on top of everything else!! haha Stacey
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03/00-30mg - anxiety/panic. 07/07-upped to 40mg d/t anxiety. gained 15 lb, hypomania11/07 - From 40mg to 10mg over 1 mo. Very sick!!!Found PP site. 01/08 -10mg. 2/08, 7.5mg for 2 weeks. Back to 10mg until 4/08. 05/08 7.5mg for 2 weeks, 5 mg for 2 weeks, 2.5 mg for 1-2 weeks. last 2.5mg on 06/05/08.WD seemed to be less physical as it progressed.worst physical symptoms were during my highest dose & during the first months of my taper (zaps, flu symptoms, etc). After that - mostly emotional issues. |
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Join Date: Jun 2002
Location: Northwest
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Re: Paxil Free!!! - Thanks Guys!!!
Robert,
W/D symptoms very and come and go in w/d. So for me and many others the symptoms you are describing are very real. You have to become accepting of all the stuff as you experience it and know that you will heal! It will go away. Just give it the time it needs. Hugs! Lilly
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1 .5 Xanax a day for one month. C/T. Same year, 3 .5 mil Xanax a day, 4 by the end. Pooped out on me. 1 1/2 years on the drug. Doctors taper. Very bad w/d. 9 months later took 10 mg Paxil and my Xanax w/d dissapeared. On 20 mg by end. Pooped out on me. C/T then restarted it again after 3 days and big blow up. 6 months taper, never feeling much better. 2 1/2 years solid w/d then sporadic stuff for 5 years. Completely recovered! Drug free since June 2001. |
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